Hopeless
Lately, i feel there is something wrong with myself especially if i have a lot of bad pressure around me. Sometime I kind of feel levitating with happiness and I can change my feeling on seconds. Yesterday, I suddenly feel touch when I looked upon my nephew then I cried in front of him, then suddenly, that sadness turns into madness which I scold my other nephew in seconds. Then after I scold him, I turns into someone happy which I laughed so hard and feel energetic. I was turning up music really loud at car and singing along with my nephew. I noticed these feelings when i fought with my dad. He literally accused me with something that i did not. I knew he is not someone who always make a big deal and I guess it is from third party that he turns that way. I suddenly defend myself that i did not do and i suddenly mad at him. I was smashing a cup of coffee while i was walking at street in order to heal my anger which i always used. Then, that evening i feel so levitating...