Afif

This week is the first week since i reach in semester 3. From me, it is going well but later, it turns bad. A few things drastically changes where our lecterur gave assignment really fast. Also, this sem people at my classmates asked me to be in team with them. It turns great at first but soon it turns bad at the end of week. My crush asked me to be in her team but sadly i must refuse since other team asked me first. Later, my friends who i get used to be in team before asked me and makes me feel guilty and sorry with them. I wonder why i dont have chemistry with my classmates(guys). Maybe because they treat me like crap during first sem or maybe i feel clueless to talk with them. But never mind i dont give any fuck to think about that. I also wonder and hopes that i can get through this semester better than previous semester. Actually i already assigned who is my teammates and some of them are not went as well. Banking Operation subject i think i want to be in team with my frien...

I do not know why sometimes when i sit around by myself and keep thinking , I really hope i can be like my ex-roomate. He is full of charisma person and talkative and boys tenderly wants to be like him. As i reads in articles state that kids who have good communication with thier parents are tenderly to be charisma person. The statistics really true i guess since i become like this because i do not know have a good communication with my dad. When my mom were alive everyday she will ask me how my day at school, what i want to eat and when i gave her present on her birthday and Mother’s day she will really appreaciete it although it just handkerchief. She also not just my mom who protect me and doing chores but she is my bestfriend . She really good responder , listener and sometimes she gave me advice when i have difficulties on homework or study. She is kinda multipurpose woman where sometimes she do all things no matter men’s work or woman’s work at once. One time she handles decor...