Beginning of sem 3

This week is the first week since i reach in semester 3. From me, it is going well but later, it turns bad. A few things drastically changes where our lecterur gave assignment really fast. Also, this sem people at my classmates asked me to be in team with them. It turns great at first but soon it turns bad at the end of week.

My crush asked me to be in her team but sadly i must refuse since other team asked me first. Later, my friends who i get used to be in team before asked me and makes me feel guilty and sorry with them.

I wonder why i dont have chemistry with my classmates(guys). Maybe because they treat me like crap during first sem or maybe i feel clueless to talk with them. But never mind i dont give any fuck to think about that. I also wonder and hopes that i can get through this semester better than previous semester.

Actually i already assigned who is my teammates and some of them are not went as well. Banking Operation subject i think i want to be in team with my friends who i get used with. But sadly she reject me. But never mind maybe it because my faults.

Besides that, my earphone is broken and i feel sad since it bought by my sister. And also my shirt which is batik one are tear apart.

Sometimes i feel life we must think ourselves first than others since we have been going through alone at the end, where people leaves you alone unconciously.